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Need to find out some answer, that's why I decide to go today... With some people that I don't so near with, but weirdly I can really enjoy today ^.~ it's FUN to crazy sometimes...

And I've got the answer, I can really freely enjoy to have a trip with one person... without really thinking what is his value on my heart... someone I ever love very much... That's the answer I wanna seek for.

In love story, I just a very loser that scare to accept anything... I love someone, and hurting someone love me, again and again until I feel tired of this all and stop loving. Long time pass, and I realize that I'm not change much, so I have thinking that Am I really love him now? or I already forget about it?

So the chance is come. He ask me to join his group to go in the trip holiday. I feel anxious, but then I decide to go. Coz I wanna find the answer of my heart.

I know he gotta girlfriend, so I take the bet. If I Lose, that's mean I still love him, I will hurting my heart all day today. But If I win, that's mean I have accept about the truth, I will free.

I AM WIN... YUHUUUU... TELL THE WORLD THIS WKWKWK... I'm very happy...

because I have so confused about my own feeling before, am I still love him? or not?? And now I can shout out the answerrr.... I AM NOT ANYMORE... Whateva he gotta girl or boy? friend... hahaha... It's none of my bussiness.

Today is Christmas, and this is my great present... ^.^