Cover Of Me

I'm not a book, so you can't easily read on me
My heart is always covered by smile and laugh
But when I laugh, or I smile
It's not always means the same...

I need you to understand
even that I don't say anything
even that I don't explain anything...
but I never got what I hope for
so I just threw myself into deep loneliness...

I want to scream out
I want to cry out
I really want to bite you and hit your head
So maybe you can woke up and realize...
That I don't really smile and forgive you...
That I don't really good and have no problem...
That I really need you..
even you busy on your own...

You called yourself my friend,
but the one thing you've do is just smile and laugh together with me...
when I really need you to depend on,
I realize...
That you don't really understand me much...
You just see the covering me...
Sometimes, I hope you dare to open my cover and see what I have inside my heart and my mind...

I don't really what I show you...