About Love

I met him in the party, I'd just broken up with my boyfriend that time, and I think I not really yet ready for a new love. Someone introduced him to me, his name was always make me remember an character of the telenovela ^0^ and after that we always communication via handphone.
He just come for a vacation, that's bout a month long. That someone introduced us always make a time for us to met, and until now I must really know that time? haha, how stupid I am.
Just about a week, and then we decided to be together.
The thing that make me decided to accept him is because, when I ask him, "What personality I have?" He said the thing that even my family and my friend never find out from me. He said, "I know your smile and your every act is just to cover how lonely you are."
How can He find out that? I didn't know. Yes, I always feel lonely. Sometimes I have anger to myself actually, how come I can feel lonely? I can't find out the answer.
Shortly, we make a relationship. Very short, just about three weeks, before he back to his city. This is just summer vacation ship? I didn't know.
I am who decided to broken up, not really in fact, coz I just make myself far away, lost communication with him and never really say goodbye. If you ask me, why?
Maybe because I'm too scared too accept one day he will do it first before I do. Stupid? Never Cleaver in my whole life actually...

Long long time past away, oneday he sent me a massage with my 'someone' email. Maybe he just wanna ask for the trully thing I want to happen. "If You wanna broke up, then tell him" thats my friends said. and that's what I do.

But I never know, that time, when I think he wanna make up with me, he already have a fiance. he older about 6 years from me actually and this not strange that he have decided to married, but for me, it's really make me shock. My 'someone' that first tell me the truth, and the anniversary day will happened at June, on the date that I will never forget in whole of my life, because the date is my birthday date. WHAT HAS HE THINKING ABOUT???

Then, it's strange if I really sad about this? jealous that he can find he new life before I do? angry because he pick that date just make me think that he didn't forget me at all but decide to go with another girl?

I just can say "Goodbye my love." You, That telenovela's name, teach me about how love is work out... I hate you, even that I love You...