About Me

I have think about myself many times, which one from my action in my life is a really I am?

When I was a SD school student, I use half of my time to have courses and being a outstanding student, even not really outstanding hehe, but everyone look at me like that image...

When I go to SMP school student, I have a little changed. I do a lot of thing that I didn't do at past, and this sometimes make me feel freely, but actually, I lost my always friends and being lonely... even that I meet another friend after that.

When I feel that "IT'S ME..." It's make me scare more, b'coz I can't lose my friends and I don't think that they will accept me if they know how "bitchy, wild and unbelieveable" my mind and the really I am...

I have born to care, and even it's hard, I really try to do the best, but care everything about another it's a hard thing... But I just can't don't care...

I will think about how this people think about me, how that people think about me, and think everything... I can't do the thing my siblings tell me to do, "Forget It, don't take it deep."

But HOW???

It's just come to my mind and make me tired...
When I am in a high school, it's the really I am come out, even not at all, but It's more like myself then another part of time in my life. But, when I am in the university, I have changed to a person that even myself hate it... It's a lie...